Monday, 7 December 2015

See you on the other side, Mom....

I woke up and remember, today I have a list of things to do.
Phone calls to answer, no one helps.
Not that any of these are important anymore.
Now that I'm on this side alone.

I don't want to live life like a zombie.
It certainly feels like so for now.
I have my meals with tears, it makes everything tastes the same.
Is this how it feels when you lose someone you can never replace?

As I crouch under my work desk, I ask myself....
What the hell am I doing here?
What life am I going back to?
I never had a life, I was always living hers.

Mom moved on to another form 2 days ago.
Dad's already talking about the new woman....
I have no one and nowhere to park my heart.
Mom, can I come with you?


  1. Last night, my wife said to me she want to devorce because of different values to daily life such as money, place of living, relation with both parents.

    I was surprised that she spoke out. Honestly, i had ever thought of separating. But when i first heard of her request, i still shocked. May be i was still not ready for accepting this. Think of while, i was worrying of my “stubbon” son who has his mind and often argue withe others.

    So i persaude her to think of again. She did not answer. I did not know what would happen.

    Recalling my memory, i was first attracted by your heading :Diary of a Single Mother” 3 years ago when the relationship started worsing.

    Just worried about my son.

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